Insomnia

It's really become a problem. It's even worse than it was. I fear I might soon find myself back in that same spot I was a while back. I remember it fairly well. The problem is finding and maintaining sleep. I'm not having any particular thoughts before bedtime so it's not that. I don't know what exactly is causing this insomnia.


It's about four hours till I'm leaving for school and I'm not tired enough to be able to sleep. I mean I am tired but not sleepy. What a pain.


Also I hear the people coming home from the bar.

Driven Insane

Not these weeks have passed. Christmas isn't for roughly another 11 month's. It's a new year. I'm still the same. For me there haven't been any changes. I'm still just as tired as I was before. Though we have had a long break I don't feel like ever having the possibility to truly relax. 


I've been alone for far too long. Haven't had enough contact with people. I've felt really isolated. A miserable couple of weeks. I'm not saying that there hasn't been these nice moments in time during these weeks, I'm just saying they don't compensate for all the unwanted alone time.  


I waited for so long for this only to end up without the benefits.

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