Breakthrough

Time has come to take another step forward. This time it is not just me who is to take another step forward, this time we are many who should take this step together. Something is meant to happen and we are not going to be alone in this. 

The introvert manifested itself. 

There are a lot of thoughts that have passed through my mind lately. 

So much encouragement, it's amazing. The family feeling came and you just knew that it was good. There were no walls, we were all together. 

Breakthrough

Standards

I remember a few people who I thought had too high standards on potential mates. I thought they should lower the standards and get together with someone already. I thought that you shouldn't be too picky when it comes to relationships. I used to think that anything could be good. When you have low standards it's easy to get a girlfriend since just about anyone will suit you. It's not always about them being bad people, most of the time I think it's about them being bad for you specifically. 

I've been thinking a lot about this with the standards we have and impose on others, the standards we impose on ourselves and how they compare to each other. 

I think high standards are good when it comes to potential mates. I mean you do want to be happy, you want a relationship to benefit both. I think it's important to have an understanding of what you consider important. Those things that filter out a lot of harmful people. 

I'd say you should have high standards and live up to them yourself, taken into account that we are flawed beings. A clear view of what standards you have could be very helpful in the initial stages of a relationship. It is not wise to get a girlfriend and then start thinking about what standards you have and what you want in a relationship. I mean if the person is simply not the right person for you then it's a lot harder breaking it off. I know from experience.

I've gotten into relationships with strangers a lot and it's given me a lot more heartbreak than it was worth most of the time. I've wasted a lot of time and energy on relationships that haven't been worth it. I simply didn't know what I was getting myself into. When I got an understanding of what I had gotten myself into I didn't want to get out of it.

There is a lot more to say about this subject and a lot more detail one could go into but it's enough for now.

Steady Pace

I feel amazing. I'm so grateful for everything I've been given. There just keeps on coming more and more and more. I've been learning a lot and I feel as though I've come to a lot of new, deeper understandings. My life is constantly changing for the better. There's a lot of encouragement. I've been blessed with amazing people.

I know that sooner or later I'll face difficulties but somehow it doesn't bother me. I have more tools and a lot more strength to face the opposition. I still have areas in which to grow but it's just a matter of time. Even if I meet things that are too big for me to handle I know I'm not alone, so I don't have anything to worry about.

It's just a matter of accepting the truth and live accordingly.

Rejoice

So much happening it's hard to keep up. It's so amazing that things start to make a lot more sense. So much good, so much love. It's ineffable. So many people playing their parts in this big story and they cannot understand the weight and importance of their participation. All these pieces fall into place. All the rubble now works like a jigsaw and those chaotic pieces are in order. So much has gone in and now even more of the direction is revealed.

Laughter.

Joy.

A love like no other. The presence that is just something else. 

There it was repeated, over and over again. I knew I had to look it up. As I found it I was reminded or something essential. 

So much happiness brought from a conversation. I just had to write something. 

Escalation

It's nice to see how things are working out. Open conversation is the key. A lot of deathtraps have been avoided. I believe I've reached a deeper level of dealing. Those distractions don't seem so big anymore. I have a plan and I see no reason to deviate from that plan. I believe I'm no longer that dull blade, I'm being sharpened. Perhaps even more sharpened than before. 

There is a new chapter about to be written. I look forward to it.

Floating

I'm so very thankful. I've a lot to be thankful for. I survived. I got through this rough patch, but not by my own strength. I'm so thankful for all the people who've been there for me, giving me the support I need. I'm so grateful for all the encouragement given. You helped me hold this boat together.

I have really learnt a lot. I'm in a completely different place. We came through the storm, stronger than before. Life is moving on. I feel free. 

I've felt really inspired lately. My love for music has really manifested itself.

Reasons

One simple question.