Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Reluctancy

I'm reluctant in telling people things. I just don't feel the need to do so most of the time. Unless I have a certain message which I need to deliver of course. It's strange how superficial things interest people, but those important things are something most people try to stay clear of.

I think it's a bit funny how the world works. Anyone would ask you about where you live and what kind of a family you have and where you've gone to school, but next to nobody ever wants to get close to how this person is feeling. Sure people ask, but out of politeness. Most people seem to try to stay clear of any depth. No wonder lots of people are depressed nowadays. People in their surroundings don't want to get near your true self. As if there was a warning sign. Most of the people I've met haven't been shielding themselves so others won't get a chance to come close. Wouldn't it be rather if next to all my friends would be open enough and everyone else would be keeping everyone away.

Monday, May 30, 2011

Creativity

Something that's been on my mind lately. When will I ever get use of this creativity which I'm sure that I have inside of me. I'm feeling awfully poetic. As if there was this pressure inside. Something that wants to get out. How should one let it out? Should one tell another of one's creation?


The thing is that there are certain things which needs to be said, but I don't know how I should say it and whether or not even I should.

But after a moments thought, I probably won't ever open that door. There is no key.