Anguish

It's been in me for quite some time now. I've felt how it wants to come out. Finally it has started showing itself. Finally I have a chance to let it go.

No one will see it, probably. I wouldn't want to show it. There's just no one to show it to. You might see the one half but never the other. That's just the way it is. Maybe things will change in the future, but now there's no chance.

I found myself in yet another situation in which I don't want to be. It pains me constantly. I just want the pain to stop, why can't it just stop?

It pains me to see, it pains me to hear, it pains me to feel. It's so dark, I'm having a hard time seeing the light. Apparently it's become rather shy.

At this point in time it's no secret, how I wish it was. If it was a secret I'm sure it would hurt less.

You are not there

There are no words. There are no tears to be wept. There is not much left.

We can continue pretending, or we could stop. I don't want to pretend, but so few want the truth. I keep wondering whether or not there is anyone out there who can handle the truth.

Telling anyone is more or less out of the question. There is no one I can trust. There is no one I could talk to. I'm in this alone.

That's how it feels...

Kony 2012

I really believe this is something important. You really should watch the whole thing.