It's been in me for quite some time now. I've felt how it wants to come out. Finally it has started showing itself. Finally I have a chance to let it go.
No one will see it, probably. I wouldn't want to show it. There's just no one to show it to. You might see the one half but never the other. That's just the way it is. Maybe things will change in the future, but now there's no chance.
I found myself in yet another situation in which I don't want to be. It pains me constantly. I just want the pain to stop, why can't it just stop?
It pains me to see, it pains me to hear, it pains me to feel. It's so dark, I'm having a hard time seeing the light. Apparently it's become rather shy.
At this point in time it's no secret, how I wish it was. If it was a secret I'm sure it would hurt less.
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