Suddenly out of nowhere the whirlwind of emotions and thoughts hit you in the face as you try to close your eyes. From past experiences I can only assume this will be yet another on of those ruined nights. One of those nights where all those questions pop up. When scenarios play though your head. You're reminded of everything that's been. It's like the disappointment has no end.
It's times like these when you want to punch through the walls because there's just not enough room for all the frustration. Multiple stab wounds don't heal over night. It takes time to heal. Even when the physical wounds have healed you're not too keen on having a lot to do with knives. Only the sight of them remind you. You can almost feel those cold blades again.
What rushes through my mind now is everything I've learned since then. A sign and I'm reminded of everything good. The strength that isn't mine, the strength that I possess.
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