As I went about with my work my mind once again raced through a series of thoughts. I realized that the time of relaxation is soon to be over. Even though I haven't felt very relaxed really. I don't feel like this time has helped me very much at all. When I think about it this summer hasn't really been all that great. There's been loads of stuff going on and problems everywhere. No real rest. No vehicle so it's been hard to get around. I haven't been with all the people I wanted to be with.
A mere week and reality's back again. The world once again starts and there will be other things which occupy the mind, hopefully. Being here for this lenght of time has given me a clearer view of the reality of today. Of what has become of that which was. A sad truth indeed. Mere words don't seem to be able to penetrate those blocks. The gates seem to be shut tightly. Such ignorance. Pathetic really.
When thinking of what is waiting I start to see them. A continuation of those closed chapters. Imagining what is waiting. In my thoughts I then see them, the Ghosts of the Past. Playing with my mind. Showing me unpleasant things. Things which are very unlikely though. I sencerely doubt these events truly could play out yet the feeling is still there as if they really are.
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