Little child

There is no adult in there, there is no sign of maturity. Only a little child dwells inside that mind. The man which may be there is still asleep. For the behaviour of a man doesn't surface very often. I am often met by the child within. That little child with little control over his feelings. This little child which can't control himself, or just doesn't even try to. He goes on with his childish games. His childish games and his childish way of thought. I see not a man nor a woman. I see a child. A person with many insecurities and a will to appear big and strong. But the simple truth is that this is not a reality. This person is nor man or woman. This person might not even be a person. This might not have with the actual person to do. Yet it is so close to the person one might think it is the person. As I ponder over the situation, analysing it's different aspects. I see a pattern. Caused by an insecure and fragile self. One which biggest fear is to appear weak. Hiding behind a mask this person tries to be something else. Something better. For this person knows that it is weak. This organism knows it is vulnerable to many things. Since a small change in situation and surroundings the organism changes mood. It's mind easily gets hurt. A whole lot of whining all the time. Problems with people are not said out loud. The responsible person for anything might notice that something is wrong, but it is never said what is wrong. There are hints here and there but the real truth is never revealed. This round and round and round problems is nothing but a nuisance. There doesn't seem to be any upside to it. The problem may never be revealed. The person might not understand what the signs are pointing at for they are many and not very specific. It is up to the person receiving these signs who determine if the message comes across or not. If the person in the receiving end understands how the sending party works, the person might get the exact message and understand what's going on. But never being completely certain. And that is the whole reason of this game. To cause uncertainty. To make it as though the answer is there but you just don't see it. To make the problem seem as completely obvious though it is in fact hidden behind the mist of dis functioning communication.

The problem with this is that the person practicing such behaviour is very unstable. Very unstable to the core. It feels threatened and so it feels the need to make the other part feel threatened to itself feel more secure. But what if the person under siege doesn't feel threatened. What if the other part is too stable to feel the impact of such an unstable attack? What happens to an insecure army with low moral who fears the opposing force when the opposing force feels no threat and feels secure and doesn't feel any fear towards the attacking army. Having a very high moral they do not freeze in battle for they are sure of themselves while the attacking army continuously keeps freezing because of it's fear. The secure army will surely eliminate the attacking army without further difficulty or casualties. And the defenders fend of the invaders quickly and easily and they are still strong as a whole.