Now certain events are going to take place and the future will start to unfold itself. I feel as though there's a lot hanging on this single weekend. Will there be a solution to this conflict? Will I be able to take care of it all? Is this situation repairable? Will I be able to go through with it considering these recent circumstances?

I fear the way things are going now, it won't turn out well. I don't feel at all as confident as I did then. But this has to be done and I'll just have to somehow forget about the other problems and keep going.

The only question is how to stay strong when so down? From where could one draw the strength needed at times like these? Is there any way of staying optimistic about this whole thing?