Sunday, January 3, 2010

alerting feelings...

Well, it turns out that my worries came to be through... I'm just kind of shocked... The decision is not absolute but it doesn't feel too great. Last time I had a feeling like this it turned out to be the right one. Now that just makes things that much worse. I'm taking this whole situation quite hard. I hoped and prayed so hard that it wouldn't be the case. But it still happened. But at least I got some things clear. It's just a pity it all came so suddenly and as it seems too late. No chance of fixing certain things... of course it isn't absolute but. I don't know what to do. can't stop myself from thinking of it.

I guess I can only hope and pray for the best

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