Subconsciousness

Vasa by night was just what I needed. Something I could use to take it easy and relax. Even though it wasn't really taking it easy it was relieving. I can't really recall too much of the events of the night, but still I feel happier. The day after was absolutely wonderful ! I woke up earlier than usual. Strange because others usually don't wake up early the next morning feeling great. But anyways school was fun and entertaining. Got to use up all extra energy. But then again it wasn't too pleasant when I noticed that the new computer that I got didn't have pages so everything that was written down was completely useless since I couldn't look at it nor could I write any more notes. But after school me and F went shopping for watermelon. But since we didn't know where that particular shop was we went wondering around like two idiots walking a lot more than necessary before finally finding the shop.

After finally finding the shop we went inside with awe when seeing the size of the place. Or at least I was. Then we looked for the right watermelon and then we bought it. When walking home we realized just how much extra we had gone. But it was good exercise and we got to have a good long chat. We got to know each other better. Or at least he got to know more about me. I tend to talk a lot when alone with another individual. And after coming home I realized that I would need to get ready for maths. So then a few friends came over so I could get my bag which I had left at a friends place . After retrieving my bag we went to Övis schoolyard to meet J. And after just arriving I realized that I needed to hurry up. So running along to get all my stuff almost running I got there at the exactly predicted time. But after stepping into class I realize that there's loads of unknown people none who had been on maths the last time. Confused I asked a person close to me if this was maths. Then he tells me that we just had maths. Then realizing that I had gotten the times mixed up so I had missed the class I was stressing so much to arrive in time at. But you know what they say. Shit happens !

After my disappointing discovery I first called J wondering where they were and telling him of my miss and then I called my mother telling her about the situation with the computer my friends called since they had gotten to know of my situation and told me where to come. After sitting there with them a good while we decided to go home which was a huge relief since my backside didn't really agree with the cold step. When getting home I went to F's to eat our melon. So after a short guitar lesson we cut up the melon and started watching a movie. Blood Rayne 2 which was a great disappointment on my part. It didn't have very much action and it wasn't the same person acting the part of the main character. The story was better than the first but it could have been done a lot better. After eating almost my whole half my body protested. My head was telling me that " If you make me eat more melon I'll make you throw up ! " since the speed of my consumption was astonishingly fast. And after receiving that message I stopped and didn't feel for any more. After the movie I went back home and went to bed only brushing my teeth before sleep.

Even though sleeping the recommended 8 hours I didn't feel at all satisfied with the sleep since I was so tired I fell asleep in school today. But since it was break when I actually fell asleep it was okay. But I was only barely able to stay awake enough to listen to our teacher at all. After the break I was able to actually able to keep my head clear enough to understand what she was on about. After Swedish we had our daily assembly which I can't really recall much of because I was in a more of a " drugged " state of mind caused by my tiredness. I was playing around a bit with a class mate and not really paying too much attention to the person speaking. Somewhat disrespectful but one doesn't want to listen every day. After our assembly I was on my way to the bus station since I had an appointment with my doctor. Lucky me who had heard a rumor about the bus station changing place or I wouldn't have noticed that I had walked passed the bus that I was to go with. So when arriving at the bus in the last second I payed my ticket and then got on the bus which left immediately after me taking a seat and shortly I fell asleep again. Slept until we reached Oravais where I woke up thinking we were in Jakobstad. But to disappointment we had a long way to go still. So after a long drive I arrived about an hour before the appointment so I went to JG to visit my friends. And when their lessons started I headed for the hospital and yet again a almost perfect timed arrival meeting my old physiotherapist who showed me my brothers name in the newspaper and showed some tables he had made. Shortly after this my specialist came and I filled in some papers and got to see if any training was possible. And to my surprise I was ready to start a new and better training which means it will finally start to get a lot better improving my life quite a bit. When finally getting home I checked the internet and tuned the guitar here at home and then started playing a bit. Then I was reminded about a " homework " I had gotten from F to learn. I was suppose to figure out which chord are in one song. And after a while I got it by just listening. Or I got most of it right and unfortunetly a friend accidentally told me whichones were to be changed to what. But still it felt good getting what I had right. At ten o'clock I went to R's to watch some movies with my old gang which I had left behind when moving to Vasa. The evening was nice but we could have done more than just watch movies in my opinion. But you can't always get what you want, now can you ?

Further more I have written a really detailed blog for no appearent reason. Just felt like it a guess. The topic I was planning to write about doesn't seem to charming after all this.