This unsettling feeling of irritation streaming through the whole body and building up into onw point resulting in an explosion of nervous energy. What could it have been ? I have yet not comprehended what happened yesterday. I have no clue to what caused it. Those emotions I experienced where... unimaginably strange. What could cause such an experience ? I can't seem to find the source. I've looked into sertain areas thinking it must be the most logical places to look since it is of the recent events in my life. I could not connect it together in any way.
It's quite scary, the unknown. So scary it's funny actually... Sitting here laughing at myself. Sometimes I behave in such a strange manner I scare myself. I really wish I knew myself better. This is just ridiculous really. I really need to get control over myself soon...